Dahil Marami Akong Kwento.

I MISS

2009-10-13T21:14:00.000-07:00

Grabe, tagal ko na walang post. Dami kong namimiss. Grrr-ber. Wala kaming klase-slash-duty today. Actually, for 3 days wala (MTW). Kasi tapos na ang rotation (School Nsg). Haayyy nako.

I Miss:

My mom
My wavy hair :(
My highschool friends
The guitar
SCHOOL!
Swimming
DVD Marathons
Book galores
Stress. Kasi sige na lang ako tulog!
My swimming friends
Hating that guy. Hahaha
Mr. Pikon. Hahahaha!

Gooosh. Basta, makamiss yang mga nasa taas. Lapit na rin ang sem break. Hehehe. Walang kwenta ang 3 days na walang pasok, nakakatamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. x.x

Its been a long time!

2009-05-30T16:59:00.000-07:00

OMAYGOOOOOSH! Birthday ko na bukas?! Mag-eeighteen na ako! Pero teka, wait. Ready na ba ako?

Tagal na ako di nakakapag-update kasi busy sa school, dagdag pa ang summer class. Uhm. My summer is full of drama na na-settle naman ng maayos. Subjects ko this summer? Physics and Biochemistry. OH HA! Saya naman. Hahaha!

Mag-uupdate ako later, will do something pa. :D

GG 2.15

2009-01-18T00:32:00.000-08:00

"I'm Chuck Bass! Who cares?":(

Yawn.

2009-01-17T19:14:00.000-08:00

OHMYGOODNESS. Grabe itong week na toh. I mean GRABE. Kung nung last time eh parang wala lang ang school. Hay nako.

Ngayon lang ako nakatry magpuyat ng 2 straight days. AS IN.

Puyat number one: Para sa assignment. Sa Health Assessment, na hindi ko nahanap sa library OR sa internet. Hay. Hanap mode talaga ako. Hehehe. Kaya yun, tagal ko natapos.

Puyat number two: for reporting. Yep, Para sa Philosophy. Saya naman.

and the rest, 6 hours tulog ko. Hahaha. Stress na yan sa akin kasi normally 7 hours na ang pinakalate tulog ko. Haha! Tamad eh, pero di na pwede yan ngayon. Hehehe. :)

Kahapon naman, rest-rest ako. Movie review kami for english. Tapos pagkauwi ko NATULOG KAAGAD AKO. I still want to sleep. huhu. *Yawn

Even if it leads nowhere

2009-01-10T21:47:00.000-08:00

"should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements,even if it leads no where?"
Chasing Pavements by Adele

Chasing Pavements- A fruitless activity. Trying to achieve something that is destined to failure, usually as a result of blind hope. (urban dictionary.com)

I love the song! Pati na rin ang video.

Di masyadong hectic ngayong week! Checking of test papers (oh no!) and pinakita na rin ang grades. Nakakaiyak. Ambaba ng grades ko, pero at least pasado. Depressing din ngayong week. Basta. :(

First RD of this year, nako parang napaka-lax namin. Parang wala lang. Yabang. Nakakatamad kasi eh. Sige lang, babalik ang sipag mode namin sometime this week. Hahaha! Major na namin ang NSTP. NOT. Hahaha! :))

And after 4 years, nasira na talaga ipod mini ko. Kakalungkot! Wala na akong paglalagyan ng songs ngayon! Pero dahil dyan may urge akong magsave ng money for a new gadget:

YES, an IPOD NANO 4th GENERATION. No joke, first time ko magsave for a gadget. I just fell in love with this item.

So yun, update ulit next week? Yep, that's the plan. :D

New year

2009-01-03T22:48:00.000-08:00

Last day na ng christmas break, pero di pa ako ready bumalik ng school kasi..wala pa akong balpen. Di nga, serioso. Hindi pa ako ready. Bitin ang break! Pero masaya naman. Sana nga lang enough yung time para makapagbonding and rest. Bahala na, next time dapat sulitin ko na talaga.

So, nag-enjoy ba ako? Oo at Hindi. Oo kasi may mga reunion. Enjoy yun kasi ma-reremember mo yung "good old days". Well, we must not linger to the past, sabi nga nila. Hindi ako nag-enjoy kasi every December I remember how I was so happy with everything. Happy man ako, pero iba talaga yung dati. So, Lucky me? [huh?]

Back to being boring and nerdy..? I guess. :(

Christmas Breaks are AWESOME..?

2008-12-26T18:50:00.000-08:00

Ang masasabi ko lang sa christmas break ko this year [so far]...MASAYA! Kasi may mga reunion with my old friends, sa swimming man, third year classmates, or high school kabarkadas. It made me remember the good old times and the good old days i shared with them. Awww.

So kamusta na ako? Eto, masaya. SERIOSO. Di ko alam kung abnormal ako, pero yeah masaya ako. I dont have a reason why i shouldnt be. Kasi i've learned to accept things na. Moving forward, not moving on. :)

I WANT GG season two! Maganda! lalo na itong scene na toh!

Blair: Whatever you're going through, I wanna be there for you.

Chuck: We've talked about this. You are not my girlfriend.

Blair: But I am me. And you are you. We're Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. The worst thing you've ever done, the darkest thought you've ever had, I will stand by you through anything.

Chuck: And why would you do that.

Blair: Because I love you.

Chuck: Well, that's too bad.

I love Chuck and Blair! I want season two, NOW! Hahahaha! Demanding? Nope, Bored lang. I'll be posting some pictures here soon. :)

The Last Free Saturday

2008-11-08T04:39:00.000-08:00

So eto na nga, kasi may klase na ako every saturday. Saya naman nito, not. Sinulit ko tong araw na toh. Nagbusy-busihan. Hahaha! Inayos ko sched ko, and guess what. May isang araw na wala kaming break, from 7:30am-4:30pm. OHGULAYBADUDAY! Ipapakita ko later.

Malapit ko na matapos ang "The Secret". Its a must-read book lalo na pag may gusto kang marating o may gusto ka na bagay. Basta may gusto ka, the book is perfect for YOU.

Nagising rin ako ng maaga kasi nagchismisan nanaman kami ni papa sa kwarto ko. Kasi biglang may humiga sa paanan ko, si papa pala. Hehe. Kaya ayun, nuod din kami ng 21 after nun.

Eto na, ang aking mahiwagang schedule:

Naghahanap kami ni papa ng school shoes nung isang araw at kanina. Everytime na may gusto na akong sapatos at nagpapakuha ng size 8, eh wala na daw. Aww. kaya wala akong magagawa. Bukas na ako makakabili. Hehehe. Ayos lang. Excited na akong pumasok! Kasi magbabago na ako. Pati yung mga dating gawi. Kaya kayo rin. AY. haha! :))

i deserve it. :)

2008-11-04T02:54:00.000-08:00

Nakuha ko na grades ko. I deserve it. Yabang ano? Haha. Para namang antaas nung grade, di naman. Kaya nga i deserve whatever it is.

SAYANG. Yun lang ang masasabi ko sa result. Thankful parin ako na ganun ang outcome; pumasa ako sa first semester. Meron na akong bagong goal na kailangang i-achieve. Motivated. Blessing in diguise ito. Sweet lemon moment.

Saya ngayong araw, dami kong nadiskubre, dami kong natutunan, dami kong nakita, dami kong nakain. MAY TALENT NA AKO! [Ay. Ganun ba Windeeline?]. Kasama ko si Tammy buong araw. Siya rin ang kumuha ng mga pictures na ito:

Oh diba? Maniniyot ka Tammy Marie! Hahaha! :)Happy Like a Happy Meal. Ay. Basta, masaya ako ngayon. XD

lubdub-lubdub

2008-11-02T17:42:00.000-08:00

Kinakabahan na ako kasi bukas na ibibigay yung grades. ANATOMY! Tulong. Tulong. Tulong. Pero kung ano man ang makuha kong grade, i think i deserve it.

Malapit na matapos ang sembreak. One week na lang, pasukan na ulit. Wala pa rin akong school shoes, nasira kasi. Haha!

Malapit ko na matapos ang eclipse. Kainis si Jacob. Ugh. Pero maganda ang story, lalo na yung chapter 20 ba yun. ay spoliers? Hahaha!

So eto, walang magawa. Ito lang naman ang nakita ko sa net. Have fun!

Dentist later, then punta somewhere. Sulitin ang natitirang araw!

in the pain there is healing :)

2008-10-30T20:00:00.000-07:00

di yan "emo song" ha? inspirational yan. if you could just understand the lyrics. kasi nga sabi sa sa song "in the pain there is healing, in your name i find meaning". im in great pain ngayon. sa mga nakakaalam, please pray that i'll get through this. wala po akong sakit, sa mga di nakakaalam. alam kong may mas mabigat pang problema ang mundo kesa sa problema ko ngayon. hehehe. pero i dont know. naiinis na ako sa sarili ko.

why cant i be just as happy as they are?

i cant think properly. this is what i wanted, so i should stop complaining. pero di naman ako nagrereklamo, napapaisip lang na bakit ganito yung ending. so lahat pala nung sinabi nun saken dati eh joke joke lang? sama naman ng ganun. i cant even talk or see that person, i dont know what to say or ano mafifeel ko pag nakita ko siya. baka magwala ako sa harap nun, kakahiya. HARSH. hehe.

"And I'm hangin' on to the words you say

You said that I will, will be ok"

:(

2008-10-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

"The true reason, I should stay right where I am and not get in the car. Three words. Eight letters. Say it. And I'm yours."-Blair Waldorf

NUMB-er

2008-10-26T05:10:00.000-07:00

no update. im sorry.

madami na akong kwento, pero di ko pa makwento ngayon. bukas na siguro. medyo busy ako ngayong araw and im still gathering up the courage to share what i feel these past few days. i feel so numb.

p.s.
excited na ako bukas! manunuod kami ni papa ng "eagle eye".

back-to-back

2008-10-25T21:06:00.000-07:00

IM BACK! its nice to be back! ;]

this one should keep us all thinking

2008-08-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

rebound

2008-08-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

"rebound mo lang pala ako"

college is hectic. yes. really hectic.

pero kahit hectic, tuloy ang ligaya mga friends! and again, met new friends, took the prelims, at sumali sa mga extra-co sa school. tatanga-tanga ako sa prelims, pero ayos lang. at least wala akong bagsak. yey! and ang saya pala maging rcy ano? hehe. nag-enjoy ako sa LDP namin [leadership development program]. 3 oras na tulog. saya diba? haha!

ayoko munang magkwento ng kung anu-ano, medyo may natural high pa ako ngayon. hehe. masama rin ang pakiramdam. tsktsk.

rebound; bound to be alone.

hooray!

2008-07-05T20:14:00.000-07:00

happy! happy! sabi ko makakabawi ako sa math. PERFECT ang isang quiz, di sa pagmamayabang ha? natutuwa lang ako. kasi yung unang quiz na binagsak ko at naka-perfect ako ay math. natatawa lang ako. :)

saya saya nung monday kasi nakasama ko debrito friends ko [nix, kat, tam] nung lunch, sayang nga lang di kami kumpleto. pero nagpramis kami na every monday, sabay sabay kami maglulunch, para naman wala nang gap. tumawag din si andoy at si cessy. namimiss ko na talaga sila. pero masaya ako at nakausap ko sila kahit sandali. nung wednesday naman nakita ko si mika. saya. kulang na lang sila joel, mikee, at lem. nakakamiss.

andami ding revelations sa classroom namin ngaun [sa BSN-1G]. SHOCKING TALAGA! haha. ay. nagulat lang ako. pero ayos na naman. tapos nung friday kumanta ako sa harap ng mga kaklase ko. kakahiya. para sa english class namin. graded. eh ako yung napili. for self confidence daw at diction. sige na lang, para sa grado. makapal na din naman mukha ko. hahaha!

kahapon naman yung gen. assembly ng fratsor at rcy. dahil member ako dun sa dalawang orgs na yun, ayun, umattend ako. di naman nagsisi. masaya naman na experience. may mga bagong kaibigan naman [o FC lang talaga ako. haha!]. nagkita ulit kami nila nix, kat at tam. yey! :)

friends, naloloka na ako sa sobrang saya ko kasi...secreto. haha! basta yun na yun. :)

mind over heart.

aral..lalalala

2008-06-27T18:19:00.000-07:00

"pass the reflection paper TOMORROW, welcome to college people"

-Psych Prof

busy busy busy. waa. di ko maisip na nag-aaral na ako ng sobra sa dalawang oras sa isang araw. lahat ng breaks nasa library na lang ako ako parati, NAG-AARAL. sabaw na utak. sipon. ahhhh! dami talagang sagabal kahit papano.

ayun, sinasanay ko na sarili kong maagang matulog at magising sa madaling araw para mag-aral. anatomy pa lang, patay na brain cells ko. LOKO LANG. hahaha. nakakaintimidate din yung mga kaklase kong matatalino. nakakapagod pag wednesday, thursday at friday dahil 7:30pm natatapos ang klase namin [pero pag wednesday, 7:00pm]. pero kahit papano, okay naman ang college. masaya. hectic. nakakagutom.

2 weeks pa lang, pero andami ko nang "life's lessons". pero eto na muna yung isheshare ko.

1. magdala ng payong ARAW-ARAW-dahil di natin alam kelan babagsak ang ulan tulad kagabi. ayan tuloy, basang basa ako.

2. kung may school occasions, laging may plan B sa klase-eto, first meeting pa lang namin ng RS teacher namin, e na-late kami. buti na lang maxadong mabaet yung prof namin. tanong niyo na lang ako tungkol dito personally. traumatic experience talaga.

3. laging makinig sa school announcements-sa sobrang trauma ko, di ako makapaniwala na wala kaming klase pagkahapon. ayun, dapat talaga makinig at magtanong-tanong sa mga kaklase if ever ganun ang mangyari.

4. wag maingay before and during math time-para di magbigay ng UNANNOUNCED quiz ang prof. traumatic experience din toh. bagsak sa quiz. gulay talaga. pramis ko na talaga, mag-aaral na ako ng algeb, kasabay ng anatomy.

yan na muna, tinatamad akong itype ang iba. haha. rest day ko ngayon, kasi wala kaming pasok pag sabado. pero may club orientation mamaya. plus freshmen night. WOW. di namin alam na may ganun pala pag college. hahaha!

marami pang kwentong darating, susubukan kong mag-update kahit papano. kaya ko toh! math humanda ka!

dahil tinag ako ni Casey. :)

2008-06-14T03:31:00.000-07:00

TAG-TAG-TAG :)

You share 8 things that your readers don't know about you. Then at the end, you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.

* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them that they're tagged, and to read your blog.

1. may orange jacket ako na ginagamit ko lang sa bahay-uhh. di ko talaga exactly alam kung bakit sa bahay ko lang siya ginagamit. pero matagal-tagal na rin yung jacket na yun. may hood siya na di naman nagagamit dito sa loob ng bahay.

2. first [and last?] time kong pumunta ng bar last feb-WA! after prom kasi yun. kasama ko sila joel, mika, andrew, nicole, noy, lem at cess papunta ng Urban [club dito sa Davao]. with all the prom dress talaga! gulay. MANANG talaga kami nun ni nix. kakatawa, pero masaya.

3. tatlong araw ko natapos basahin ang Twilight-first time yan! mabagal kasi akong magbasa. nagsimula ako nung wednesday hanggang kagabi [friday]. rare. tapos naririnig ko yung maliit na boses sa utak ko na "pa-cheeseburger naman dyan oh. burger, burger, burger.."

4. natuto akong lumangoy nung 8 years old pa lang ako-yup! kasi nakitaan ako ng parents ko ng "potential" sa sport na yun. at dahil lab na lab na lab na lab ko ang tubig. pero tumigil lang din ako kasi.... yun na yun. :)

5. first time ko makatanggap ng keyk galing sa mga kaibigan ko nung 16 birthday ko-saya nun! tinago pa nila sa akin yung laman nung box, ang sabi "brownies" daw yun. so dedma din ako. pagdating nung tanghalian, binuksan nila ang box, laman keyk. YEY!

6. pagkatapos kong umiyak, di namumula mga mata ko [o namamaga]-weirdo mga mata ko. di mo malalaman kung kakatapos ko lang umiyak ng sanggalong luha dahil magmumukha lang tong normal pagkatapos. ;]

7. grade 2 ako nung una akong mawala sa isang isang mall-nakakaloka. isipin mo na nag-CR lang ako sandali't biglang pagbalik ko, wala na yung nanay at tatay ko sa counter na pinipilahan nila sa grocery. super takot. gusto ko nang umiyak nun. yun pala lumampas lang ako ng kaunti. hahaha!

8. miss na miss ko na nanay ko-totoo. 6 years na rin kaming di nagkikita and sana magkita na rin kami...SOON. :)

tag ko kayo:
1. ETHEL. booahaha!
2. Nicole
3. Cessy
4. Maoey
5. Andrew
6. Pedro
7. Joan
8. Jog

TAGA! :)

litrato

2008-06-08T02:26:00.000-07:00

kita nyo yang picture na yan sa taas? kinunan ko yan isang taon na ang nakakaraan. cam war. parang nakakalungkot nga lang na yan na lang ang natitira saken ngayon, Litrato.

kahit anong gawin natin, o gustuhin man natin, di na natin mababalik ang dati. kumbaga litrato na lang yung nagpapaalala sa atin kung gaano tayo ka-saya, ka-lungkot, ka-miserable. pinapaalala kung ano tayo dati. DATI.

[lecheng tagalog. sorry. di ko talaga alam bakit trip kong magtagalog ngayon sa blog.]

wala akong trip ngayong araw. nag-bloghopping na lang ako. tapos nakarating ako sa blog ni cess. nakakaiyak nga eh. kahapon flight niya. di ko man lang siya nakita. :(

"I'll miss windee because she touched my life sobra." yan ang sabi ni cess sa blog niya [http://alovelydreamersmilesforever.blogspot.com/]. ganun din naman siya sa akin. and ang grupo naman din, lakas ng impact sa buhay ko. no turning back na, we have to move forward.

ano natutunan ko ngayong araw: CARPE DIEM. yes, seize the day.

tired.

2008-06-07T05:22:00.000-07:00

hello Philippines, hello world, hello universe. ano daw? hahaha! wala lang, nanunuod kasi ako ng pbb ngayon, eh kasi po big night na! haha! crush ko na si robi. boooahahaha! :))

di ko pa pala nakukwento yung tungkol sa birthday ko. well, happy ako kasi present yung mga love ones ko. and i had the chance to spend my special day with them. kakatuwa nga eh, nagkaraoke kami. naririnig kami sa labas. GANUN KA LAKAS. hahaha! pero saya talaga. pramis. kaya thank you talaga sa kanila.

nung wednesday naman, pumunta kami ng UK. eh kaso joke lang yun. ang totoo pumunta kami ng ukay-ukay. saya! 5 items [apat na damit+bag]=3oo pesos. o di ba? tipid? haha. nung araw lang na yun nafeel ko ang independence. pagod nga lang yung mga paa namin nila tammy at nix[umuwi kasi pagkatangahali si joel]. sarap na nga putulin. hehehe. dugyot na rin kami, pero saya talaga. andami kong natutunan. andami kong nalaman. at nalaman ko na may mercury drug din sa agdao. :)

kumpleto na yung 3rd season na greys anatomy ko! yehey! iyakan marathon na toh. as in, bawat episode iniiyakan ko. weird ba? nakakarelate kasi ako. ewan. pinipigilan ko naman. hehe.

what a week! pagod na ako. kaya magpapahinga muna ako. salamat sa 325o. :)

this lovesick melody is gonna get the best of me tonight

2008-06-06T06:08:00.000-07:00

I've gone to far to come back from here, but you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me
I've come to far to get over you, and you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me
Can't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along
Someone stop this song, so I won't sing
-Stop This Song by Paramore

pagod na ako. buti na lang may pampatulog ako: Greys Anatomy Dvd Marathon. BOOAHAHA! may kwentuhan pa tayo bukas. abangan. :]

minutes before i turn 17

2008-05-31T08:23:00.000-07:00

o, excited ba ako? hmm. di naman. parang magiging normal day lang siya. wala naman din akong hinihingi na kahit ano. ang gusto ko lang ay ma-celebrate ko yung day kasama yung family ko. pero i'll celebrate it naman with my friends sa monday, June 2.

so anong nasa utak ko ngayon? sa totoo lang may hang-over pa ako sa parent's meeting kanina tungkol kay coach jun. parang naawa ako. ewan. basta, mixed emotions talaga. kasi isa talaga si coach jun sa mga biggest impact sa buhay ko. part na siya nito since grade 2 pa lang ako [hanggang ngayon]. long story. ask me personally nalang kung ano yun about. wa.

[di related kay coach. haha]
alam niyo kung ano yung pakiramdam ng napakaunfair na sa part mo yung nangyari pero ang nasa isip mo na "okay lang" yun. parang kahit alam mong di mo gusto, pero eventually magugustuhan mo na lang kasi wala ka nang choice, then sasabihin mong "okay lang". parang alam mong imbalance siya pero ang iniisip mo "okay lang". in short, MANHID. parang ganun ako ngayon. ewan.

hopefully, maging memorable ang araw ko bukas. SANA. hahaha!
-Windee [16 years young. booahaha!]

ps
taglish ata ako ngayon. haha. :)

grey's anatomy

2008-05-23T02:30:00.000-07:00

I JUST LOVE GREY's ANATOMY!

[the cast, narrating]
MEREDITH: Human beings need a lot of things to feel alive.
GEORGE: Family
CRISTINA: Love
IZZIE: Sex
DEREK: But we only need one thing
RICHARD: To actually be alive.
CRISTINA: We need a beating heart.
ADDISON: When our heart is threatened
ALEX: We respond in one of two ways.
GEORGE: We either run or-
IZZIE: We attack.
RICHARD: There's a scientific term for this.
ALEX: Fight...
ADDISON: ...or flight.
MIRANDA: It's instinct.
MEREDITH: We can't control it.
IZZIE: Or can we?

Missed

2008-05-17T02:39:00.000-07:00

its a pic with my uber best buddies for life till death do us part, Andrew Cruz. yes, he's the founder of hem. hahaha! well, he's in manila now to study in his chosen school, [DLSU-M]. i miss him already, and his house too. hahaha. nah, i just miss his company lang. he's always there to listen eh. tsk. but its okay, im glad he's already having fun there. hope to see you soon Doy. :)

this week is really fun for me. i mean i had the chance to teach a kid to swim [and he's only 5-6 years old, i guess] and somehow i really learned to find happiness in simple gestures i see in kids. that kid made me laugh too.

Kid: *coughing*
Windee: okay ka lang? gusto mong mag-bubbles?
K: hindi, gusto kong kumain.
W: *laughing*

then we also played water polo. hooray! i just miss this game. but we played the game differently back then. lumos, kambras, tadyak at marami pang iba! hahahaha! we were brutal back then, didnt care if the opponent gets hurt. but of course, we say sorry and forgive each other after. no hard feelings. :)

i also made a new [and my first!] css layout for my multiply. hooray! it really made me happy. just visit my multiply site. till then. ;]

The Friend

2008-05-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

"If things become too difficult, remember how much you loved him as a friend, and let that be your guide in making the tough decision to let go."
-Seventeen Magazine

that quote simply ment something in the past week. i mean, i've been thinking a lot things. but now, i finally had the nerve to step forward and focus on what really matters at this moment. with that quote, i now value my friendship with the guy i like. it helped a lot. so i decided to let God guide me in every decision i take and going to make.

sad? i dont know, really. i mean im happy now, for some reasons undefined. i simply find simple happiness in random things i do, like staying at home, sleeping early, waking up early, cooking my own breakfast, answering sudoku, emails, swimming!

need to sleep. wait for my next post, ayt! ;]

maybe its just me

2008-05-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

yes, PON AND ZI. hehe.
i realized that some things do change even if we try to preserve it, even if you stay, even if you try and try, even if you think what the hell has gone wrong, but somehow it doesnt matter anymore because in the end you'll realize its done, that's it, SNAP! its gone. i dont know why "its" a big deal for me. ugh. i hate myself. being immature is my latest trend.

Life's hard. It's supposed to be. If we didn't suffer, we'd never learn anything.
--Before Sunset

peyborit

2008-05-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

PUGAD BABOY.
MAY PEYBORIT POREBER [and eber].

i miss and love my friends so much.

i hope i'll see you guys next week. :)

a person has to try

2008-04-29T08:43:00.000-07:00

--LSS [probably there's a reason why it keeps playing inside my head. LISTEN VERY CAREFULLY TO SOME LINES.]

so, here i am again, creating a new entry to fill in this blog of mine. but basically i dont know where to start. ha ha.

[thinking of a good headstart. LOL]

so i'll start with this thought: I MISS MY FRIENDS SO BAD I WANT TO SEE THEM RIGHT NOW!

i'll make something like what andrew wrote in his blog [ http://cruz0747.blogspot.com/ ] about our fourth year life.--i know, gaya-gaya, but i like the idea of reminiscing the past. ha ha.

basically, fourth year for me is the best year in my high school life, which some of you may agree. i mean, i was an athlete for like 3 years of highschool life and when i decided to stop for one year, i actually realized that i made the right decision. sort of. right because i had more time to spend for myself [studies], for my friends, and for my family unlike before when i was training.

this is the school year when i met my closest friends who never really turned me down and helped me grow into something i didnt think i would be. they're actually unique in some way. we actually have a name for our group. HEM.

we are composed of 11 people, namely: lem, cessy, noy, tammy, joel, andrew, mika-el, nicole, dan, maia, and i.

why HEM? its our dirty little secret. :D

i actually would like to take this oppurtunity to thank them for being there for me at times when i needed someone, being frank about my flaws so i could change for the better, sharing laughters and tears, CHILLIN' at andrew's house [which as we all know, the best place to chill], and experiences like:

-the pizza, chicken and mojos delivered 1 hour after we ordered it.
-open forums.
-cold treatments.
-eating dinner at the dining table and after eating decides not to go back to andrew's room just to talk. you guys know what i mean. haha.
-DOGPILE. haha.
-SLEEPING.
-heart-to-heart talks
-arguements

and a lot more.
now that high school is over, i hope that our bond is still the same.
i just miss you guys. LOVE YOU GUYS. i hope i'll see you soon. :(

no ice cream for us.

2008-04-26T06:05:00.000-07:00

what a week. i never expected it to be that busy-hyper-dramatic-"sudden change of heart" type of week. so anyways, here it goes.

i woke up last tuesday when my dad was beside me. then suddenly words came out of his mouth. "te, wala na si apong te. kaninang 1am. nagtxt si ate mahal kanina,"

my grandmother died this week. yes, i know its a sad fact, but like what M said "death is inevitable". when i heard the news i didnt cry. i know this day would come. a day after her birthday was the day of her death. unpredictable? its reality.

so the next day we went to the province for her wake. there, i bonded with my cousins. had fun. slept late. shared experiences. shared our dreams [the poor hospital. guess whos the doctor? :P]talked about God. we opened up things we didnt think we could share to each other. we learned about death, heaven, hell, angels and devils, satan and God. i realized that im not yet ready to die, im scared of death, but im starting to prepare myself. we do not know when that time comes.

Time. i learned that we dont have that much time left. time to tell someone how sorry we are for hurting them, time to tell someone we love them, time to let them feel how much we care.

EMO MUCH? nah.

ah! i forgot. my cousins have this dare that if one of us wont cry, we'll give him/her a tub of ice cream. well unfortunately, we all lost. actually i didnt expect myself to cry. but when my dad and cousins were giving their testimonials for apong, i cant help but cry. i dont know. im not really close with my grandma. maybe thats why. maybe i should have tried harder to know her and to feel the same way my cousins did and also say "maayong lola si apong"

i feel unhappy, honestly. first because of her death, second is because i miss my cousins and the "LOL" moments, third is i miss de brito and HEM, and lastly is because im starting to use my pride [in a bad way] and i dont like the result.

so far, this week wasnt so bad after all.

CORNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH XD--poor cousins :))

summer

2008-04-19T02:08:00.000-07:00

this summer is one of the best so far. so how did i actually spend it, SO FAR?

interview for my chosen school- yes, for my chosen school: SAN PEDRO COLLEGE [spc], since im taking up nursing [yeah, i know, course ng bayan]. its a difficult decision for me to make but whatever. the interview went well and good thing i passed it.

swimswimswim- im happy because finally im back. after a year of no training, i still managed to move through water. hahaha. i didnt expect that i could still hold my breathe like before. thank God i didnt drown.

farewell, quatro de brito- im going to miss them. the farewell was held @ costa marina and we had so much fun, even though only half of the class were present. memorable. :)

mcflurry at 3am- my sister went to palawan and her flight was at 3am. geez. dad had to drag me out of bed so that he wont be alone after he drops my sister at the airport 2 hours before her flight [we were at the airport at 1am]. along with me was spongebob, froggy, my ipod, cellphone and eyecover. my dad was so nice to buy a mcflurry as my price. hahaha.

dvd marathon/CHILL- yes! at andrew's house. i had fun. we played monopoly [which im not really good at playing coz i always lose. haha], watched across the universe and played truth or dare. yeah. memorable. :)

the superhero movie- DUMB. as in D-U-M-B. much crazier and funnier than meet the spartans, but its only a "one-time joke" kind of movie. watched it with joel, cessy, mikee and nicole [manang!]. fun day!

music/dvd/internet marathon- yes, stuff that i do when im alone. haha. i so love kate and leopold, and city of angels [meg ryan movies]. jazz music is my new addiction. i found some cds that my dad used to play before and he was shocked when he saw it at my bedroom. haha.

so far, im happy with my summer. mababaw lang kaligayahan ko eh. haha. update later.

another first

2008-03-22T06:45:00.000-07:00

oh yea, another blog account. i've lost my passwords in my previous accounts.

what can i say? i've never been this happy this month. maybe because this month is full of revelations and stuff. my other bestfriend and i are now friends again, im starting to like someone, i've cut my hair short, and finally IM GRADUATING!

happy. happy. happy. XD